16 1 / 2023

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Title: The Dark Half (Alfred Jarry: The Dream-Quest of Unknown Kadath, #4)

Author: Jorge Luis Borges

Rating: 4/5 stars

Jorge Luis Borges died in Paris in 1961, so this book was written in 1949, and I first encountered it as a student, in a copy from a school library. The school library was in the English wing of my high school in NYC, and in most of our books from that part of the library you could find the name of the author next to a picture of him, and the name of the title next to a brief summary of it – it was a thing we all did, since if you really needed to read a non-English book for school purposes or just to learn more about a particular period, you would do so by reading a passage or two of it, then copying down whatever was written there, without ever reading the whole book.

I can only tell you how much I admired Borges from this experience. Reading the text without looking up at the picture or listening to a summary, he seemed like a very interesting, but distant figure: a writer of the “high” sort, one who wrote a great deal and had a wide range of his own ideas, the sort of thing which I thought I might become someday, but which I’d never ever become. His fame, the reason for this distantness, was a mystery to me. In this sense he was unlike Nabokov, whose work I encountered in the Russian wing of our school library back when I was in tenth grade – Nabokov could be immediately grasped, his work was a familiar part of my school’s world, it had that kind of casual familiarity. What was the reason for Borges’s fame? Why was he like that to me, a reader who could never be like that (I tried and failed to write a very mediocre book for the eighth grade, but my teachers kept on saying I had the “writing talent” and I just assumed that meant the teacher thought I had a lot of style).

He was just a strange, distant, mysterious figure. Not just in the sense that, unlike Nabokov, who wrote his books in English, Borges wrote in Spanish – something about this made him seem like a foreigner (not so much the fact of his being Spanish, as something more subtle and more interesting about him, the sense he gave off that he wasn’t really from anywhere). But not like the typical foreign writer who had a foreign accent – he wrote in a very different, more pretentious way from any of the Spanish-speaking authors I knew. He was not just distant in the usual sense – there were distances in Borges, and they weren’t just about language.

The Dark Half is one of Borges’s earliest, and most famous, works, and it’s a weird and unusual book, and I’m always amazed by how much it reminded me of my experience of that first, isolated book I read about Borges when I was young. I don’t have much experience reading books which try to do the impossible and give you a sense of the past as though it were some “foreign country,” so my reaction is a little strange. But there was a great deal of similarity – the sense, for example, of looking at familiar places and things from a different point of view, something which had always been there and never looked quite the same as usual, but now had that strange, almost uncanny feeling to it. And that feeling of trying to “understand” a work of art in a foreign land. In the case of a book like The Dark Half, the sense of a strange, unreal world is one which, perhaps for lack of a better way to put it, you get the sensation of understanding from. In that sense, this is not just Borges’s most influential, or most famous, book, it’s his most typical one. And I don’t mean to suggest there’s an inherent connection between a book’s typicalness and its influence – I mean simply that if you want to understand Borges, and Borges himself, you need to start with The Dark Half, and not with something more distant or less central to his personality and his writing.

(Of course, Borges was very central to my own sense of Borges – the same Borges who wrote The Dark Half, who published the “Book of Imaginary Beings,” who inspired the story of Borges vs. Lovecraft, who wrote the other side of the story, who became my idol, the “exalted and mysterious writer” who never quite made it to the point where I could be, and now is dead and forgotten. His work has been the influence on me which most shapes the way I think and see the world, and my sense of Borges is very much shaped by my own sense of him, formed in reaction to the sense I got of Borges in that first, isolated book I read in school.)

This book is a story about, of all things, a possible future that has been left out of every world. I don’t know about you, but I have a hard time thinking of futures in which there will be no future; they feel so inevitable, the parts we have seen seem to be a tiny part of the whole thing. So it’s a very strange, intriguing, even disturbing concept, and even now, over a half-century later, the idea has always struck me as a great mystery and challenge.

The central figure of the story is a writer called The Dark Lord, a man with the darkest mind anyone has ever had. In every world, The Dark Lord tries to create some form or another of life. He tries to make us, in some manner, his own creatures, by creating a form of life, an “angel” or “devil,” or even an animal – and, even if he does fail in this, by making a “living creature” out of some ordinary part of the world, a chair or a stone, out of a part that exists, but is always just a part of the rest of the world. But the Dark Lord’s creation always has some characteristic which is a little alien, something that the other beings around it cannot understand. They are as foreign to the others as a man with a white head would be to an alien.

The only one of these creations which, in some sense, isn’t a failed attempt, is one made from a dream, which came into the world in dreams and can never come into the world in waking life, a thing which cannot be seen or touched or felt or felt about. But it does not fail either, because it could have never existed in the world in waking life, not as a dream which can exist in waking life but can never be embodied in waking life, a being created by a dream which is forever just a part of its creator, something which cannot ever be understood in waking life. It is a perfect creation, of all the Dark Lord’s creations. It is the perfect creation of a man who has never experienced, or will experience, anything real.

And it has the strangest name a writer ever had.

The Dark Lord has the dark mind which he himself describes as a mind of which, he says, “the heart never expands.” It is a mind which expands, but only in one direction, toward itself and nothing beyond. The Dark Lord has a mind that is so dark that it cannot see or feel what he is creating, cannot create anything

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